Everything was so good, but now. Here is a mess. My heart, my mind, my life I have only broken dreams. Oh wait what?...I just looked my phone and there was like my crush's message, but it wasn't... Honestly, i guess he hates me, i feel so sick, 3days I have just been in my room and get out for food, I listen to sad songs and just lie in bed and try to be strong. Do you know what hurt the most? That feeling when you think for long time do type to him or not, but then you did it... but then everything goes wrong and he totally think I'm grazy idiot...right now I feel like haveing a crush sucks! I haven't crush someone for a long time, but then... and now I'm just sad and depressed.I love dreaming, cus then i can forgot everything bad and just dream about happiness and cute things.
I'm young but I have feel pulling, depression, a lot of sadness, but i have feel much happiness too!
I rember my 5 years birthday party, Many gifts and happy faces and CAKE. Nobody pullies me anymore, but I still feel lonely, sometimes i feel like I have no friends. I just put headphones on and ignore the world...don't you feel the same sometimes?
Sometimes when i come home I just run in to my bed and cry, when someone comes I just close my eyes and act like I sleep. But being lonely is so freaking lonely. I hate when people say bad things to each others they don't know the stories...they don't know nothing!
When they pullied me in my past I just thinked if they feel the same they gonna change, but now I guess pulliers never change! They still make people cry! Hurting people is their hobby!
But you need to be strong, WE NEED TO BE STRONG!
It's our life and our life is in our hands, we can change it! We can make us happy!
It's time to change something! Let's be happy!
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