3th world war between me and me

BREATHING ON MY OWN

          Karolina Niinelo

Even if I say I would like to die, don't worry I am still breathing on my own.

I am feeling ´broken and  hopless, don't worry I am still alive.

And I am bleeding, I am bleeding from my wrists.

but don't worry it will stop one day.

I am breathing on my own.

wondering when "the big day" comes

The day when everyone loves me

but I am upstares, protecting the ones I love.

Are you scared of death?

I've been running all my life

just to find a home, the place where I belong

Gun and Ledge

Ledge and Gun

where do I belong?

My stomach hurts bad cause I ate 23painkillers

why I am still alive?

I have been running all my life

just to find a home, the place where I belong

Don't worry, I'll be okey.

I'm still breathing on my own.

I am afraid and I belive in nothing

I am satan who's faiding away

I hope one day I find better way

to fade away

It's a 3th world war

between me and me

All I am trying to say is,

I'm sorry, I'm looking for better way

where is the bottle of vodka?

I'm in pain, it hurts a lot

I'm losing my mind

I'm not good enough, I'm not

So what I am fighting for?

Everything is bad and more.

Everyone thinks I am grazy

is it too late to save myself?

Darknes hangs me

Strong me is losing the war

My wrists are beeliding

my mind is dying

I'm sorry for everything I have done.

Sorry for being born as depressed piece of shit

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