NEW!

The unwanted me

Karolina Niinelo

I have only one wish

I want to be loved

Nobody has ever liked me

Im the darkness,

Satan, that’s how they call me

Tears, cuts and burns

it isn't something new for me

I’m hated, unwanted

broken and hopeless

I hate everyone

I really do. 

I’m laughing at memes all day

Thats what I do till I die

I don’t know when I'm gonna die

so I say today “Good bye"

Extinct Moon

Extinct Moon

by: Karolina Niinelo

I'm trying to smile,

You're gone.

I'm trying to breath,

 you're gone.

we have become echoes,

big egos

Devils on our shoulders,

strange thoughts in our heads

We are fading away.

it use to be love, 

but now we're strangers .

We're gone.

Breath in

Breath out

I'm looking for hope.

you're gone. 

there is a fire in my heart

Pain.

death.

Stars don't shine they're black.

The moon doesn't show itself, 

it's gone, 

we're gone,

death came and took us with him.

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Never give up...#NewPoem

Faking

by:Karolina Niinelo

Sometimes I just sit in my room

and don't do nothing at all

Sometime I just look at my cutting arms

and think about that blood what use to be there

Life nowadays,

what can I say?

It's full of fake people

Teens are so broken..

I'm wondering how we all are still alive

I haven't seen a happy smile for a while

We all are smiling, but that's fucking fake

We all are tired of living

and lying

I know you want to give up

So want I

Life hurts, feelings kill

but we can't give up

I'm a lost teen

I have been lost since I was a kid

Life never gets easier

that's why we must get stronger

Life is just a game

some people know how to play

but if you don't

you're already dead

I look at you

You look at me

I know you are a fucked up teen

Just like me

You haven't found a place for you

just like me

but trust me life gets better

one day both of us can smile without faking

I hate it

alcohol is the only way

to give your problems away

I'm so sick of this world

this must change

or our kids 

just kill themselves

Go out and look around you

find some peace and love

and send it to me too

Oh, I'm so sick of faking

Finally happy...I guess...I hope

Today was such a good day. After all my depressed days everything was chill. I went to the beach with my bro, mom, friend and cousins. I ate a lot of ice cream...damn i love ice cream! At first in car was so boring and we're just listened to music. When we thinked we are finally in beach, called my cousin and askef where we are, we were at the wrong beach aishhh  one more hour in car. My brother love loud music like nobody hears nothing. In beach i felt so happy and relaxed we played volleyball and football and had a lot of fun. After that FINALLY SHOPPING!!! I bought freaking awsome back-pack (you can see it on the picture)😍😍😍
And more stuff some day you guys gonna have photos! I promise!
I ate hamuburger kekeke sometimes fast food is so good🍔🍟🍕
After all I was happy! I guess now everything goes right!

👌And if nothing goes right go to the left! 👌

My legs hurt a lot but I'm okay, I just need my cute pink painkillers💊
And btw the best news I have photoshoot soon! Can't wait anymore! I hope everything goes right and if not I'm going to to the left!
Most important thing in this life is beliveing in yourself! 👊
BELIVE IN YOURSELF! YOU'RE A HUMAN, YOU CAN DO IT! MAKE YOUR DREAMS REAL!

And about my crush feelings suck!
Why we just can't turn our feelings off❌? Why we can't feel only happiness, i guess it's cus we need to learn!
We haven't talk after friday and today is Wendsday... If someone follows me in instagram the you gonna know
(IG: k_niinelo)

Peace, I love you guys!
Love yaaa!💜

I'm here for you, no mather what!